[Short Story] White Rose

今天心情不是很好,但是勉强还可以,还没有到那种整天头低低的地步. 回到家看看着电话的荧幕发呆,不知是否怀念之前跟[她]聊天的情景.....?我还曾经跟[她]谈天到睡着了.....虽然[她]有时会谈到一半不理我,但我能体谅...最终我不是[她]的真命天子......想了一个下午,不知是否应该公开让全世界知道这个事实,但不了.一,伤害感情. 二,彼此尴尬. 三,于事无补.

4.11分下午

父母正在做自己的事,我在这里打着部落格,希望能找到一些人来谈谈心,但是没有....谁会那么得空? 去跟一个傻的讲话....咳...

4.13分下午

正在看着[她]的照片......多么甜美的笑容啊.....

时间过得很快,很快...补习的时间也越来越靠近....

我不知道去到补习时应该给予什么反应...

我好害怕....也好开心....

啊....我是不是疯了啊!!? 真希望我是.....咳........

Today the mood is not very good, but reluctantly, not that kind of entirely low situation. When i'm home. I take a look at telephone's screen and in daze, am i missing the moment we chat together.....? I also once chatted with her until we fall asleep together ...What a lovely memory...Although sometime [she] will ignore my messages , but I can forgive her for that…'Coz I am not her lover afterall ...... This afternoon, i dont know whether should i tell all my friends about [her], but i also forget about that thought Its bcoz 1, Friends matter. Second, both of us awkward. Third, Its useless afterall,why should i say out...

4.11 afternoon

Parents are doing their own matter, I am writting the blog here, hopes that can find someone to talk openly, but cant find one….Who will have that free time? Goes with silly speech….haizzz…

4.13 afternoon

Watching [her] picture ......How delightful smiling face .....

The time passes so quickly...The enrolling tuition time also more and more approaches….

I did not know what respond should i give to all of the friends there…

I am quite afraid….Also quite happy….

….Was I insane!!? Really hopes that I am .....haizzz........